No cold shower this morning. Break a streak but it's just one day. It doesn't define you
Read so much brandon sanderson today. I'm on the last 100 pages. I just want to be done with it so that I can reclaim my life back
Go play some squash. Was a 40 minute session. So much fun. I would play so much more
More sanderson
Pick up parents from the airport!
Go to the gym. Back and arm day. Was a really good session. Though I completely overate today.
I have to take full responsibility for my life.
Do 10 minutes of german in the evening. I was so completely dreading it but had so much fun actually just working through some stuff that I've already done. I actually want to do more. My self worth isn't completely tied up in this anymore (overjustification effect) so I'm actually just having fun. I know it's just 10 minutes but I want to actually do more now which is a good sign of things improving. My avoidance for the task isn't reducing but if I'm having fun it should go away eventually. Have to do this earlier though!
I'm sort of dreading Piha tomorrow. I know it's probably going to be fun but I'm so oversocialized this weekend. It's just going to be complete chaos tomorrow. I can already feel it.